What do you feel.
Pinpoint it, recognize it, and revel in it. Feel it, breathe it in, there’s nothing wrong with the darkness in you. It gnaws and claws, and why make it fight its way out when it’s already so close? Why kill yourself to stop what you are. Be you. The dark you, the reckless you, the bottom of the barrel soulless scrap of human you. Embrace it all. There is nothing wrong with the darkness in you. Let it fuel you, it will feed you. Use that darkness to complete you.